Memories are made of this!

This blog has been created primarily as a memory jogger, i am just being too unnaturally forgetful, i have serious concerns.
For the past few months i have been becoming increasingly forgetful of basic things.

I used to be indecisive, now i am not so sure

And the symptoms have been getting progressively worse.

I think something and say something else.
I get my words twisted round, even though i am thinking the right word, for instance a typical example is i said Lemon, and i should have said and was thinking Melon.
I have difficulty making any kinds of decision, even something as simple as what drink to have or whether to have a hot or cold drink.
I am continually hungry, i can have a meal, straight afterwards i feel uncomfortably bloated and heavy.  An hour later i am starving.
I am always thirsty, permenantly dehydrated, and drinking loads more than i am used to.

My eyes are very tired, i have a nagging ache behind them a lot, it is not agony i am just aware of it.
I forget what i am doing, i just seem to space out and go vague, i overcharged a customer today because i just couldn't remember what i was doing at the time.
I am having difficulty going to sleep and then i wake up early.
I get very hot, like i have a high temperature.
I cannot get comfortable in any position, in my chair or in bed.  I do seem to be comfortable curled up in Bobs chair, but he gets agitated, then cos of my knee it is quite low and i can't get out of it easily.
I am headachy.
But the most bizarre thing (this is the strange bit) is i feel quite vague, it  is like i am in a parallel world to, myself looking on.
These symptoms are causing me a lot of concern, it is not physical so nothing you can put your finger on and go to the doctors about.
All i can think of is early onset alzeimers or pressure on the brain like a brain tumour.
David Hulse says i am typically describing Stress, and should try to take steps to reduce my stress.
Bob and the family just laugh at me, not realising how worried i am.
The only one who has noticed that things were amiss and i was out of sorts was Debbie, i didn't say anything, she just knew things were amiss!!!

This blog was originally created 17th July 2010 entitled How Strange am I?  the issues raised still exist for the most part!